Monday, March 12, 2012

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            I’m suffocating here; I can’t even look at your face. 
I thought things would change, but you’re stuck in your ways.

 I hate you, I always stayed by your side, but you disappeared. 
I’m getting air, now you see, but I don’t care. I begged you I’m done denying the truth.   
I couldn’t get through to you, now I’m over you. Don’t bother me, every lie, every secret kept from me I’m done with you just let me leave. 

Why fight about it, you noticed to late get out of my face. 
You held me back all this time now I see you’re no good for me.The depth of my hate makes my soul weak, it’s all to real for me happiness won’t come easily. You once made me weak at the knees blew me away with your chivalry. But you were just playing deceitful games, games I didn’t want to play.

I was weak didn’t you see how you were treating me. It’s killing me that I stayed for so long now I’m strong. I regret not hurting you like you hurt me but then how much better would I be. My heart ached I felt so much pain but you just laughed in my face.

Now I’m gaining my strength your begging me to stay. Finally free you try to hide your lies, but I know more then what you’re say. You see me happy now you wont stop calling me. Where is she? The girl you thought I didn't know about don’t deny the truth from me, I don’t care.

 Pity is all I feel for you just deal with this, rot in your own despair. Now you’re overwhelmed with sorrow how does it feel to be like me? Our love was a lie; I feel nothing for you, shattered memories. I regret the lies I told myself, the guilt I felt, your still not all there. Blinded by your pride you don’t see me but I see you. No more lies you can’t sneak your way in I know all your games. Just stay away your nothing to me.