Who is she?
You had me hoping, and waiting.
But your intention was never to love me. Our love never prevailed, lost with memories, that never became reality. You have me going insane, schizophrenic, I feel like a monster.
Pacing back and forth, my brains screwed up, I’m a loose screw.
You’re infatuated by her and I’m infatuated by you.
This odd triangle of love that only exists in my mind; I’m fixated on what could have been rather than, what really is. I can’t breathe, I can’t breathe, and I’m losing it, losing you.
I feel deprived of air without you.
I know you were never mine but baby your loves so divine.
My minds playing games, twisting up every word you’ve ever said. Maybe, just maybe you’ll open up your mind and see I’m not just a friend; I could be yours.
So please don’t leave, just stay here beside me. I feel like I won’t be able to breathe if you leave me.
I’m infatuated by a fictional you,
because I can’t accept my reality’s true.
My hearts on the table, I’m letting everything go.
I just wanted you to know, I love you.
God all I wanted to tell you, “My life’s incomplete without you”. I want to be more than your bestfriend, I need you.
